Baker(detail) Standard Fat Man type Mk 3A fission bomb, subsurface burst, -27.5 m depth, 23Kt yield
test name: Baker, Operation Crossroads, 1946
The aftermath.
Where ARE we?
It’s cool if you kind of hate everyone and everything.
that’s alright.
Day dreaming never really goes out of style.
Do something that gives you emotional latitude.
Having already been to hell, and made friends with the demons,
doesn’t mean they won’t kill you.
Safe to say it’s the beginning, of the beginning.
Don’t get taken down by the aftershock.
Love YOU!!!!
XoX
p.s.
Imperceptibly, or with a freakish sudden finality …
An accident, a miracle, a bend in the river?
The fog has not yet rolled out.
but the change is already upon us.
Yes we ARE totally werewolves now.
Get used it!
kidding!!
or uhhhh, not kidding.
Saturn in Scorpio :
~ Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye. -Antoine de Saint-Exupéry ~
Two and a half years is long enough to provide everyone with extensive costly, what?
Open heart surgery? Or was that sexual reassignment?
No. More like a full blood transfusion.
Fully exhausted, and animated by what previously would have been other seemingly foreign or suppressed desires.
Just add depth, HERE. Right here, at the heart? No, lower.
Survival.
And you survived.
p.p.s
Of course Bowie was right to wonder.
Water on Mars, people?
I have been sleeping since the beginning of September. Literally, as in coming home from work, napping, and then up for a bit, and then sleeping again. Weekends are worse. Saturn in Scorp wiped me out! On the plus sign, I’m hanging with the archangels for a bit.
Hey Colleen,
Thanks for writing! I hear you. Hard to make the leap, into wherever we are… recovery time needed! <3
I’m not sure where we are but it’s vastly superior to where we were. I feel great! <3
Awesome Tam! Glad to heart it! <3