It goes something like:
“I feel fine I feel great, I’m just trying to get on with my life. Now will you get the f*ck out of my way. I can’t believe you f*cking did that/ didn’t do that/ said that. I am about to f*cking lay you to waste. What’s that? Oh nothing, it’s cool.”
It may be cool but it’s also hot, and unexpressed anger turns to hopelessness and depression faster that yesterdays laundry turns sour all forgotten in the the wash.
Who will come along and save you? Probably no one, sometimes you just gotta walk the balance beam and try to feel your wings even when they can’t be seen.
I’ll send you imaginary emissaries bearing your favorite treats. Serious exercise could help. Getting horizontal with your favorite squeeze: totally recommended.
Jupiter in Gemini Opposition Mars in Sag.
Venus in Libra Opposition Uranus in Aries.
Pluto making it count.
Bridging gaps/making connections:
Do it where you can: both interpersonally and in your mind.
I’ll leave you with Queens of the Stone Age. That first album was nearly perfect: