Documentation of I Am Not a Man. * Dread Scott
Hard to believe it was not already the Full Moon this weekend!
How big is this Moon that we are already in the middle of it?!?
Just about everyone experienced a shocking hit of potent information with an 8th house flair.
Lineage, Race, Money, Intimacy, Taboo. Betrayal
Complex ramifications begin to spiral out.
Perhaps they were already spiraling, but you see them now, and willing or not, you participate.
Resentment, the complications of privilege and relative privilege.
Who can you trust in what ways, and for what reasons, and under what circumstance?
The words just don’t do it justice,
It’s visceral, when it hits you, you are hit.
The Full Moon arrives on May 21st, it does look heated.
The Sun will be at 2 Gemini, the Moon at 2 Sagittarius.
Words will be spoken.
Between then and now, expect to have significant words impact your life.
Everything can not be unsaid, which after all, is everything that is EVER said.
You will have to say something, and it may be clumsy, so choose from the heart.
What is it about?
With Taurus Mercury turning direct on the 22nd, & Venus in Taurus, VALUE is the word.
(expect flash points regarding money, loyalty, food, authenticity)
the regard that something is held to deserve; the importance, worth, or usefulness of something.
“your support is of great value”
synonyms: worth, usefulness, advantage, benefit, gain, profit, good, help, merit, helpfulness, avail; More
“the value of adequate preparation cannot be understated”
the material or monetary worth of something.
“prints seldom rise in value”
synonyms: price, cost, worth; More
market price, monetary value, face value
“houses exceeding $250,000 in value”
the worth of something compared to the price paid or asked for it.
“at $12.50 the book is a good value”
a person’s principles or standards of behavior; one’s judgment of what is important in life.
“they internalize their parents’ rules and values”
synonyms: principles, ethics, moral code, morals, standards, code of behavior
“society’s values are passed on to us as children”
the numerical amount denoted by an algebraic term; a magnitude, quantity, or number.
“the mean value of x”
the relative duration of the sound signified by a note.
the meaning of a word or other linguistic unit.
the quality or tone of a spoken sound; the sound represented by a letter.
the relative degree of lightness or darkness of a particular color.
“the artist has used adjacent color values as the landscape recedes”
verb: value; 3rd person present: values; past tense: valued; past participle: valued; gerund or present participle: valuing
estimate the monetary worth of (something).
“his estate was valued at $45,000”
synonyms: evaluate, assess, estimate, appraise, price, put/set a price on
“his estate was valued at $345,000”
consider (someone or something) to be important or beneficial; have a high opinion of.
“she had come to value her privacy and independence”
synonyms: think highly of, have a high opinion of, hold in high regard, rate highly, esteem, set (great) store by, put stock in, appreciate, respect
Sagittarius and Gemini
knowledge, and information,
uncovering the truth,
or another layer of lies.
Corruption in law, in broadcast news,
Do you have sustainable personal alliances, and what will you do (or not do) to keep them?
The tendency will be to believe the mind over the heart, the truth over the people affected by it.
Information will spread, bleed. Don’t expect what you spill to stay under wraps.
The impassioned statement, fear of an overshare.
Weakness given away, advantage taken, or the awareness of the advantage that could be taken.
that retrograde deep burning coal,
Mars, the God of War is conjoined to the Moon, at the time of the lunation.
Mars and the Moon oppose the Sun conjunct Vesta.
Vesta signals single-mindedness, an ultimate vow or choice, sacrificial, impassioned, devotional at best, fanatic at worst.
And with Moon/Mars pointed at her heart, feelings are running HIGH.
Mercury stations direct on the 22, still inside the Jupiter/Pluto Grand Trine in Earth relationship.
These are big secrets/big choices to come to light.
To be clear, this Moon offers an improvement.
Jupiter in Virgo rules the lunation,
How can a small opportunity have a big effect?
Who can you benefit?
The North Node applies to Jupiter, Neptune helpfully sextiles Mercury.
Compassion is not absent, and the direction of your journey seems clear.
Sagittarius who loves to leave, Gemini analytic, fragmented,
Use Sagittarius for the big picture, use Gemini to see as many sides of the situation as your heart will allow.
However good your motivation, no one likes to be identified as the bad guy.
Few will thank you for pointing out their faults and the faults of those they love.
It’s a shoot the messenger scenario.
Or that very Libra maneuver of being angry at you for pointing out that they are not nice.
This set up doesn’t mean you shouldn’t stand your ground, you will hardly be able to stop yourself.
Only be wise to the fact that you are standing under a swinging pendulum
The best way to take a hit is to be in motion, use your momentum to move in the direction you want to go.
Get clear on your values, your beliefs, the measure of what hangs in the balance,
and (deep breath) come what may,
let the rest slide on by.
Worth noticing we will have an unusual second full moon in sagittarius on june 20th at 29 degrees!
between that and our retrogrades, these questions will have a two or more step answer. Flow forward, work with what you can, and what you understand, open to continuing illumination.
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