Hello M. So nice to hear from you! I can see from your question that things feel INTENSE. As I pulled up your chart, I had to take a min. initially to just enjoy it, you are a complicated flower, not a simple posy. So deep and so much fun!
You have Saturn, Uranus, and Pluto all ganging up on you, telling you that things are not ever going to be the same. Meanwhile, Neptune has you feeling perhaps a little sentimental for simpler times, and makes it hard to hold on to the clarity,
of what EXACTLY,
AS IN A PLAN, are you supposed to do.
M, you have a lot of fixed energy: Aquarius Sun, Scorpio Asc, and a Leo Moon. Fixed Air, Fixed Water, and Fixed Fire. Now Fixed signs would prefer not to change things. They get things the way they want them and KEEP THEM THAT WAY!
Will you be trapped in the rubble?
You are an almost mind bogglingly STRONG person!! You have a grand fire trine in your chart.
IN THE FIRE HOUSES. (almost unheard of!) We are talking first house Sagg. Juptiter (You are lucky!!) trineing a ninth house Leo Moon, and a fifth house Aries mars.
Girl, lets just say you can do whatev the f**k you want!
Go back to school, change your job, your relationship, reorient yourself in whatever way you need to. It may feel like this
while you are doing it.
But trust me YOU CAN HANDLE IT.
You will be sky swimming with the tigers like the girl at the top, once you catch your stride.
What are your dreams telling you? What do all the little signs and symbols add up to? Get quiet and let yourself know what the next steps are.
Faith is your ally. Let yourself connect to the higher reasons for things to change. Let change be good!
You will be supported, and you will support yourself. You are a SCORPIO RISING! And you possess most individual Sun sign there is AQUARIUS!
This is your life, and you are no victim. You are strong enough to help your self, help others and then some left over. Which brings me to one last point. Don’t let your need for SECURITY trap you in to being guilt tripped or taken advantage of by others. Find a way to ground yourself without being beholden to others. I mean it!
You are going to be flexible and fair, not eaten by Pandas.
BIG LOVE! I know you can do it!
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