December 2, 2016 Capricorn Moon/Pluto, and a Look Beyond

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Moon conjunct Pluto in Capricorn, making a T-square with Uranus and Jupiter. That’s a controlled emotional response. It’s big, but can we even fully feel it? Old family feelings and complex entanglements, survival, what is owed? The Virgo/Pisces axis adds an undertone, there is no service without hypocrisy, there is no certainty that does not contain a contradiction.

Later we’ll process, further down the line. Capricorn Moon knows more than anyone, how to heat up cold comfort, season it with irony and serve in such a way that it becomes sustenance. But for Cap. there is an uncharacteristic lack of bitterness here. Venus, Jupiter, and Uranus are helping. They really do want you to turn a corner and get it right. Mercury at 29 Sag. is about to tip over to Cap. where we can begin calculations, she joins Venus, & Pluto. Assess the risks and make a long term investment? The clock has not stopped. Saturn which rules time, rules Capricorn. Time to wake up. Time for work. Money becomes ever more a consideration. How will protect our assets? Where/In What/With Whom Shall We Invest? What is to be the result of our work?

Mars in Aquarius, will meet the Moon over the weekend. They are poised in the middle to go ahead with Jupiter’s Blessing, a kind word from the Saturn, the Sun, AND Uranus. A chance, a choice comes up, something new, rooted in past action. You won’t be forced to act, but you’ll know how you feel, and by next Friday, (December 9th,) we will see some strong definition to the shape of what’s to come, with the Sun conjunct Saturn trine the Moon conjunct Uranus and opposition Jupiter.

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One of the more interesting stories developing over 2017, is Saturn trine Uranus.
~ Commitment To A New Way Forward.~ Also known as ~ Something New Actually Happens ~

New “world bettering” organizations form. New groups of people strike out on their own or congregate. You can see it already! New associations are formed, and we hope to improve the world because of it.

As we move through this, remember that neither Saturn nor Uranus has a reputation for kindness. Kindness is key, and we must supply that, that is to say, the compassion, the humanity, ourselves.

It’s as if these next few years are a cosmic laundry day, and although there have been some long time hygienic regulars, many are just now noticing, as a society, how deeply we are standing in our own filth.

In this, treat scorn as your enemy, because nothing corrupts as thoroughly as contempt.

I have recently seen a few entertaining bits on how awful 2016 has been, and I’ll chime in there, at least to say ~It’s been unreasonable.~ Things have fallen apart that should have stayed together, the bad has become worse, and a low grade fever or paralysis has afflicted us all as we stagger from losses that seem to symbolize nothing so much as the fact that nothing has a mandate to ‘work out’ that we are on our own, that the boat floats only so far as we row and bail.

The sour taste, the smell of spoiled laundry that disillusionment comes first, before anything.

There is no short cut to personal or political structural integrity, but part of the process here seems to be realizing how very far at the bottom we have to begin, regardless of who we knew, or where we were at the top, once upon a time.

I will say this, nothing good is ever wasted. And you will see that now, as you move toward your dreams. Your good will be reflected back as light on the water. Not as a mirage, as a reminder.


Love YOU!!!!

XoX

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Sagittarius New Moon/Chiron Direct, November 29, 2016

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Hey! How are you?
How are you feeling?

Bound to be a little dark with the Moon in Scorpio, smaller and smaller until it disappears.

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So close to our New Moon in Sagittarius at 7 degrees on the 29th.
Can you feel through the dark for the edge of it?

Chiron goes direct on December 1st, some of whatever is about to begin may make itself known then.
It’s not comfortable, but it doesn’t mean it’s not worth it

A crack, as dawn arrives, a sharp blade to open the night.
We wake up wild and wondering, wooly-headed and grateful for the chance to begin again, as the world is set alight. Everyday, and most especially tomorrow.

What kind of commitment do you have to the story of your life?
Are you ready to pick it back up?

~ Sometimes people will say things like, “Your prayers didn’t work, but thanks,” as if a person could be praying for only one thing. A miracle. A cure. But in the hardest situations, all one can do is to ask for God’s mercy: Let my friend die at home, Lord, and not in the hospital. Let her go quickly, God, and with her loved ones present. One Benedictine friend, a gentle, thoughtful man who has been in constant physical pain for years and is now confined to a wheelchair, says of prayer, “Often, all I can do is to ask God, ‘Lord, what is it you want from me?'” From him I have learned that prayer is not asking for what you think you want but asking to be changed in ways you can’t imagine. To be made more grateful, more able to see the good in what you have been given instead of always grieving for what might have been. People who are in the habit of praying – and they include the mystics of the Christian tradition – know that when a prayer is answered, it is never in a way that you expect. But prayer stumbles over modern self-consciousness and self-reliance, a remarkably ingenuous belief in our ability to set goals and attain them as quickly as possible. I recently received a mailing from a group of New Age witches who state in a kind of creed, their belief that “I can create my own reality and that sending out a positive expectation will bring a positive result.” I suspect that only America could have produced Pollyanna witches, part and parcel of our pragmatism, our addiction to self-help and ‘how-to.’ No wonder we have difficulty with prayer.”
– Kathleen Norris via Whiskey River ~

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Jupiter rules Religion, Higher Law, Higher Education, International Travel, Expansion, Abundance, Teachers, Philosophers, trust in God, Luck, Wisdom, Morality and Truth.

With Jupiter in Libra we measure our ideas about these concepts against the ideas of others. With the emphasis on Sagittarius, (the Sun, Moon, Mercury,& Saturn are there), as much as anything it’s about your story, the one you are living, creating now, and how you intermingle with the stories of others.

~ You are not lost. You are here. Stop abandoning yourself. Stop repeating this myth about love and success that will land in your lap or evade you forever. Build a humble, flawed life from the rubble, and cherish that. There is nothing more glorious on the face of the earth than someone who refuses to give up, who refuses to give in to their most self-hating, discouraged, disillusioned self, and instead learns, slowly and painfully, how to relish the feeling of building a hut in middle of the suffocating dust. -Heather Havrilesky~

Look around. It’s time to ask yourself, what plans will you make real?

~ My cousin Helen, who is in her 90s now, was in the Warsaw ghetto during World War II. She and a bunch of the girls in the ghetto had to do sewing each day. And if you were found with a book, it was an automatic death penalty. She had gotten hold of a copy of ‘Gone With the Wind’, and she would take three or four hours out of her sleeping time each night to read. And then, during the hour or so when they were sewing the next day, she would tell them all the story. These girls were risking certain death for a story. And when she told me that story herself, it actually made what I do feel more important. Because giving people stories is not a luxury. It’s actually one of the things that you live and die for.
Neil Gaiman ~

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Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Jupiter is in Libra. Think balance of relationships. Law and fairness. How do we merge, and how do we measure?

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What comes next on your journey?

When you think about a 12 year plan what’s your vision for the future?
How can you inspire others?
In what ways can your generosity make the world better?

How will you manifest your Ethics?

How does your philosophy support your life and the lives of those around you?
What kind of buoyancy can you offer the world?
If you are a gift, and you are, how do you arrive?

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Venus in Capricorn is conservative, and here she squares Uranus and Jupiter and picks up a sextile from Chiron. That doesn’t look like a compromise. Need to let go? Venus will help you.

Jupiter in Libra trines Mars in Aquarius, most people will act on their feelings, we might rather go together, but we are resolute, even if we have to go alone.

At this moment, Venus wants unique and lasting value, authenticity is hi-lighted. There’s always a wound and the high-minded will simply acknowledge it, incorporate it. Remember, there is nothing more beautiful than being who you are.

You know this because you have experienced it. Everything trembles before authenticity. It’s hypnotic, alluring, magnetic. There is no substitute!

For an exploration of Chiron click

HERE & HERE & HERE & HERE & AND HERE with our Chiron poster boy Mickey Avalon!

Our Sun/Moon conjunction in Sagittarius squares Neptune on the South Node in Pisces, as well as the North Node in Virgo.
t’s all about the valuable details, . Sagittarius is the sign that looks ahead to the road full of unknowns and see a world teaming with adventure! So much to learn! Saturn’s presence here requires that we slow down, think it through and carefully pack our bags.

Time for a New Beginning.
This particular New Moon looks potent.
Could it be you want to make a worthy sacrifice for your beliefs?

Is it time to hoist anchor with a destination in mind?
Perhaps there is a lucky choice arriving that aligns with your circumstance ?

Are you ready?

Love YOU!!!!

XoX

p.s.

I am available for consults! If you would like to talk about this, or anything else, give me a shout!

KISSES!!!

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Sagittarius Sun, & Mercury conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius, Venus conjunct Pluto in Capricorn. Relief?

As the planets conspire to rearrange the heavens and allow for something old to be new again, I am aware of a new sensation.

By publicly reopening the door to discussing the development of the United States of America, our disastrous politics have brought us into focus. The United States of America is a place that imprisons more of it’s citizens than any other country in the world. Restricted (Saturn) Freedom (Sagittarius)

As the bubble of imaginary equality bursts, as phrases such as post-racial, and ‘I don’t see color’ become increasingly laughable, as U.S. newspaper headlines become ever more sinister, our external reality, as in, the reality of our daily lives, has begun to feel as fraught and dangerous, as for some, it already was.

My cognitive dissonance is evaporating in the furnace of the fire this time. This is not at all to diminish the fact that hate crimes are up, and that what is bad looks to soon become worse, but instead to record an emotion that feels a lot like relief.

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I am relieved to find that Water Rights, Health Care, Freedom of Religion, Black Rights, Native Rights, LGBT Rights, and the rights of ALL Humans to be treated ethically are a now a topic. You do not have to argue that these issues are crucial. You do not have to interject these into the greater discussion, because they are the discussion. Sagittarius blurts, says what is unspoken, and shrugs off the criticism, because `you all know it’s true’.

I would say the fight has finally made it to the streets, BUT, it’s far more accurate to say the opposite.

The fight for Justice and the fight against it, that has lived continuously on the street, and in the legislature, and various organizations has finally made it back into comfortable upper, middle,(what’s left of it), and working class homes. Also, some of the people of all ethnicities know how much there is to gain, or how little there is to lose, or have intermarried enough to be invested in welcoming and championing the disenfranchised. (thanks Obama!) I mean it!sorrynotsorry,sorry

While Xenophobes, money worshipers, & some despondently poor, clamor to be allowed in to the pearly gated community, hurry to find a way to bribe the doorman, and if not, then at least can they shoot everyone else left behind?
It is scary when the world goes dark, and you don’t have even the faintest flashlight.

I’m counting Civil War over the next few years as a distinct possibility.
With the increasing militarization of the civilian population AND the police how could you not?

Pluto in Capricorn is midway through it’s transit,
Corporatocracy is reaching it’s zenith, and everyone begins to wiggle beneath the boot.*

What’s about to happen to the Economy?
How do Employment and Ethics intersect?

The United States lifts her skirts, we we all see in public, what many have known in private, or only admitted in the groups to which we belong. As greed is disrobed in ever more striking poses, what comes next?

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~Love takes off the masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. I use the word “love” here not merely in the personal sense but as a state of being, or a state of grace– James Baldwin ~

As we watch those who have been on the fringe march into the middle
from all sides, it’s interesting to see that so many
now feel that things are bad enough to take a stand.
Jupiter in Libra asks for Fair.

What stands will be taken?

What kinds of unity are possible?
What kinds of unity will not survive?

What is a template for the role of our business and political leaders in the future?
How will we make money to survive?
That’s a real question isn’t it?

Love YOU!!!!

XoX

More from the best of the best:
~ Something very sinister happens to the people of a country when they begin to distrust their own reactions as deeply as they do here, and become as joyless as they have become. It is this individual uncertainty on the part of white American men and women, this inability to renew themselves at the fountain of their own lives, that makes the discussion, let alone elucidation, of any conundrum—that is, any reality—so supremely difficult. The person who distrusts himself has no touchstone for reality—for this touchstone can be only oneself. Such a person interposes between himself and reality nothing less than a labyrinth of attitudes. And these attitudes, furthermore, though the person is usually unaware of it (is unaware of so much!), are historical and public attitudes. They do not relate to the present anymore than they relate to the person. Therefore, whatever white people do not know about Negroes reveals, precisely and inexorably, what they do not know about themselves. ~ James Baldwin

Kisses!!
* spoiler: it gets worse before it gets better
p.s.
This is the United States! don’t worry it’s not sad. :)

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November 21, 2016, A Matter of Perspective

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A matter of perspective, of getting the periscope adjusted, widening, or narrowing your focus, attempting to put down the prism, to choose panorama, or micro-vision* and to use your energy refractor only as needed?

Can we, should we do that?

The overwhelming isolation of survival is a Pluto in Capricorn theme. Let’s pit it against the international cooperation, or divide and conquer that Saturn in Sag. suggests.There are two sides to every planetary manifestation, and destruction of the old, tends to come before the creation of the new. Corporatocracy is a Pluto in Capricorn theme.The death of the father figure is a Pluto in Capricorn theme. Abuse of power is a Pluto in Capricorn theme. And as we all know with transits of Pluto, whatever Pluto encounters will be taken to the extreme.

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Saturn Square Neptune has worked it’s magic thoroughly, we are bereft, empty of illusion, full of solidarity, and somehow still standing on dissolving ground. What bonds do we share with those who are different than us? What legalities present themselves? What alliances of Cause, or Faith? No one could accuse Saturn in Sagittarius of sleeping on content. We are up to our eyeballs in it, and as the transit is not over, we may yet have something to learn.

My landlord is having our porch rebuilt. As I live on the second floor, and it was completely eaten by termites, the whole thing has been torn off, leaving me with large sun dappled doors that open into absolutely nothing. If you walk through them, it’s a long way down.

As it turns out, termites have eaten well into the house itself, which I guess I knew. There are, there have been, patches of flaky and weak floor here and there, a few crumbling window ledges. But on some level, I was imagining the hungry little hearts of termites could go on eating for a time that was not yet expired, I imagined there was life to be lived, before the sand slipped through the hourglass, and we fell through our neighbors ceiling. So I thought.

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Noisy now, because demolition is noisy, and the work moves fast. How quickly they are rending and cutting the structure of our home. The workers stop to take a break, realizing that the scope of the project is suddenly massive. How far? How deep in? There is a growing pile of refuse.

Today I’m beginning to wonder if they will tear up the floor under our feet. They might. They actually might have to, to get at the rot, which is really more like dust in the shape of a building. It’s a shadow. An imaginary structure, decayed long ago unnoticed. And then, should we need to live somewhere else? Is the scope of the repair too vast for us to continue on? In all truthfulness perhaps it was time to think about moving anyway. And we have thought about it, many times, waiting for just the right opportunity, so we could be on to something we imagined would be better. As the floor crumbles beneath our feet, not symbolically, not suggestive of of a few underlying threads to examine later at our leisure, has someday arrived?

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What new directions will present themselves as necessities?
Mercury conjunct Saturn is about to tell us.

In the telling, expect hold-ups, delays, stop it right there, and the answer is no.
If you get a solid ~yes~ it’s because you put the work in.
Count it as your own.

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Annnnnd today, it’s the first day of the Sun in Sagittarius !
Happy Birthday to all the Sag. Suns! Thank God for you!
We need your optimism, your luck!
Your belief in the future.

As the Virgo Moon squares Saturn today, we try to keep a lid on, and make like the song from the dinosaur age, where we do not want what we have not got.

Our New Moon in Sagittarius doesn’t arrive until the 29th, but I think it’s safe to say a new perspective is born in us, and it begins to ferment
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We are brewing. Wine? Wisdom? Revolt?

What’s next?
Mercury in Sagittarius at 13 degrees heading towards Saturn at 16.
We are about to come to a conclusion. Full Stop.

Venus approaches Pluto and reminds us of how very short the number of our days can be. That’s a seduction in and of itself, but we will see it play out, not only in temptation, the reminder or resurfacing of old defunct relationships, and/or bad behavior, but ALSO in VALUES. Put your money where your mouth is. ‘Till death do us part.

By Wednesday our view of what’s possible becomes the road to what is likely.
Do you have a dotted line for me to sign on?

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Love YOU!!!

XoX

*can we alternate?!

** Kehinde Wiley! I just can’t get enough!

p.s.

Might we refuse the rabbit hole if we are offered one?
Is there something in the story of the basilisk, of medusa? if you stare too long, you will be paralyzed, could you shield yourself with a mirror that reflects monster back onto the monster?

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Neptune Direct on the South Node, November is a Busy Month

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In which we find our protagonist having slipped sideways into a dimension that had long been percolating. And here, when the brew was ready to drink, it was both strong and bitter, and no amount of sugar could mediate the taste.

As Neptune stations direct on the South Node, November 17-19 at 9 degrees Pisces, many will make contact with their personal familiar weak link, and thank goodness for Venus in Capricorn, she trails her white glove over Neptune’s film projector, over the movie screen, and indeed over the habit of going to the pictures at all. Ahhh look… dirt.

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My youngest daughter spoke to me yesterday, she was in a good mood, we had recently returned to our apartment after buying her shoes, AND boots, (I know!) blue knee high socks that fit her school requirement, and a warm winter hat with twice the usual pompoms, dark blue and woolly, with round, black, fluffy, ‘ears’.

She told me she had recently realized, that there was nothing really good or thrilling in life, as there was in fantasy books, where behind an ordinary door might be the strangest alternate dimension, where woodland paths and secret turnings often give way to fantastic, unpredictable worlds, always met with a heroes journey in mind. You may not be fully safe, but you will not be sorry. That’s adventure territory, where the rules of the game are unknowable, and you grow as you learn.

She told me she had perceived that we make up these places as cold comfort for the fact that our lives are spent regimented by the necessity of school or work, or even the rebellion against those necessities, neither a satisfying choice, neither a part of, or a party to, any real magic.

Thursday November 17th Neptune conjuncts the South Node, Saturday November 19th, Neptune is Direct, and within this time frame, stretching until the first of December, a flurry of meaningful sign posts and mile markers are set off. No more trail of bread crumbs, what you need to know is everywhere you look.

On November 23rd Mercury conjuncts Saturn, the following day on the 24th, Venus conjuncts Pluto, and makes a T-Square with the Moon and Jupiter in Libra, and Uranus in Aries. The outlet? Crab, our soft familial underbelly.

The Mercury/Saturn conjunction also sextiles Moon/Jupiter and squares Chiron in Pisces.
This suggest that it will be painful to make use of our new bottom line of information.
Painful and rewarding, as the direction of growth at this time requires sobriety, humility, and service.
North Node in Virgo trine Venus/Pluto represent!

Is someone from the past about to act as a catalyst? Could be, but just as likely a nudge or a bludgeoning from your subconscious, some possible painful circumstance or realization regarding long term family/career/monetary goals.

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These results, which we have been immersed in lately, of Saturn square Neptune, and Saturn square Chiron, are a sneaking slippery disillusionment, which when the final shade is raised, (Ouch!The brightness!) turn out to be quite profound.

Are you going to get drunk and high this week and the next, text old flames, and make contact with outgrown behaviors? Have you already done it? Shake it off. If that is the worst of it, let’s count ourselves tipsy and lucky, and move on.

Far beyond the personal, there is a chaos agent at work in the proceedings. The undermining, the call to fantasy is nowhere near over, but it does step from the shadows into the light where we can watch and listen, a dream again? Or no, is it real this time?! Can you hear what you are hearing?

From Pisces to Virgo, depth work may be required.
Do you have a reservoir of compassion to draw from, a well of unfathomable depths?
Make contact with that part of you that exists beyond your physical borders, beyond your knowledge of what is possible and it will feed the actual service you are required to perform.

Between November 25th and December 1st, Mars takes a key position, trining Jupiter and emphasizing the bridge between planets in Sagittarius and Uranus in Aries. It’s not like Aries and Sag. need any help, so this added capacity for sudden action is extreme. Look for racial themes (Sagittarius) and violence (Aries), look also for a new dispassionate approach, and with Jupiter involved, an interest in ‘fairness’ which may be actual or used as a device.

A New Moon in Sagittarius, on November 29th would like to be a catalyst for an affirmation or abandonment of values, of law, of religion, of philosophy, or religion, and these, after all, can be helpful or harmful.

~ Even though he
was built to see
the world this
way, he was also
built to
disregard, to be
free of the way
he was built
to see the world.
– Leonard Cohen ~

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For another look at Neptune Direct go HERE

Love YOU!!!

XoX

* take a look at the work of the phenomenal painter Kehinde Wiley

p.s.

Snoop is a Libra Sun, Lillith, Uranus and Pluto, with his Moon, Mercury, and Venus in Scorpio,
his Jupiter and Neptune are in Sagittarius, his Mars is in Aquarius, and Snoop’s Saturn is in Gemini.

p.p.s. I’ll have more on the New Moon in Sagittarius as we get closer!

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Taurus Full Moon, November 14, 2016

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How are the bonds you are entangled in, (the underlying meanings and the unspoken obligations), how are these bonds affecting your values, your satisfaction, your physical well-being and access to pleasure?

The Taurus Moon is hungry and wants to be fed. Venus in Capricorn is on a diet.
There is nothing as sexy to Venus in Cap. as saying ‘no I don’t need that,’
but they agree on a long term future, on the value of long range plans.

The Gold Standard
This watch used to be your grandmother’s

How will you use your resources? Not carelessly.
You want to get something for your purchase, perhaps something intangible.

It’s the intangibles that offer the most value of all.


Love YOU!!!!

XoX

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Uranus Square Pluto with Neptune and the Gang, Modern Times 2016

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Documentation of I Am Not a Man.  A performance by Dread Scott

Documentation of I Am Not a Man. A performance by Dread Scott

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Pisces Moon just past Chiron, today, paralysis wears off and we begin to form impressions,
which we will use to take action.
Making an imprint in the wet clay of our minds, and looking around to see who has done similar.

When Uranus squares Pluto, the structure crumbles, and as it crumbles, leaders become dictators or rote followers of form, while many of us cling to those who possess authority, feeling none of our own, ‘powerless’ against the great machine. Don’t forget who you are.

If we began our changes with late 2007/2008, 2012/2013, seems to have been a heart rending kick off into what with creeping certainty has become the new normal.
Read THIS from the day after the Boston Marathon bombing.

A question hovering now, seems to be how far will we go?
How unraveled this blanket that we have spread over our patchwork of dream and nightmare?
I can never read Dickens, but he does have his lines.

~ It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way–in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.~

When you pull fabric fast in two directions does it not tear?

We have lost what little protection business once offered, greed has ruined our nations, many of them a corporatocracy, with worker/consumers as ants scurrying along narrow paths, which are becoming overgrown and neglected, what little promise they offered now shoddy in daylight. (thanks Obama!)
Kidding! Kidding!

No surprise there, as Pluto will pull the underside of anything out into the open. In any sign he inhabits, Pluto brings the darkness to light. Sorry Capricorns, but it’s not personal. Government, Biz, power corrupts, cracks, splits, fractures, becomes stronger on the outside and weaker within, even as authority twists rope for nooses, we grease our necks, and both the hunter and the hunted look for crumbs. While the wheel keeps spinning.

It’s a hall of mirrors, with subtle distortions.
Who is on the outside? Who is shut out from opportunity?

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Neptune in Pisces has an unusual role to play at this time, Neptune offers glamour which allows many things to become possible that would otherwise be rejected. The focus on Water, (which is the collective, the masses) Neptune rules the unpredictability, of the liar who lies to himself, who may yet fool himself into any kind of behavior, bad or good. Driving blind, looking out the window, imagining what could happen, unseeing, unaware of what lies ahead. Or Neptune the prophet, the sacrifice, the power of being wounded, the weak who become not strong individually but all together as water washes away land in a flood. People who are strengthened by belief and fortified by bonds unseen. Faith on which all miracles rely. Altruism which sustains the miracle of compassion, how good it feels to give!

Saturn in Sagittarius brings us back to the rules of the game, the rule of law, both national and international, issues of race, of culture, pressing boundaries into place. For we are chaos when we are without form. STOP HERE. Said who, to whom?

Love YOU!!!!!

XoX

p.s.

Aries Moon tomorrow and the day after, look for a kicker.
The Full Moon in Taurus comes after,
Follow the money, the value, what do you posses?
What can you claim as your own?

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A Saturn Neptune Signature

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Dissolving beliefs, dissolving ethics, dissolving certainties …

Everything I wanted to say today, I happened to say already JUST HERE Click and Find Out!

Saturn in Sagittarius Square Neptune in Pisces is the topic,
as it turns out I have written about it quite a bit!

Some early thoughts that resonate on a deep level: Saturn/Neptune and READ THIS TOO!

This post is a bit more practical (if you can call anything I write practical! lol) Saturn Square Neptune

Another view on the topic: Saturn Square Neptune in a Uranus Square Pluto World

PLUS, the O.G. Saturn in Sagittarius Message
Ever more relevant! We are in the Venus ruled section now, as Jupiter is in Libra.

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Love YOU!!!!

XoX

P.S

Neptune goes direct on November 20th, Here are some notes about the Neptune Retrograde we are currently in .

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Weekend November 4-6, 2016

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Venus trines Uranus today and squares Chiron, could be a lucky break that hurts!

A zing of sweet excitement or opportunity that reminds you of what you have had to do to get it!
Opening a door so caked with rust, we can’t say it only feels good, aren’t there other feelings involved as well?

Authenticity is an undertone, imperfections that surprise as they seduce.
Achievement is it’s own deep liberation, provided humility and generosity round out the picture.

Could it be hearing the door slam shut, watching the shoes drop for real, that allows you to finally turn your attention elsewhere? Catching up to speed now, shedding extra baggage and looking ahead.

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Aries to Sagittarius, where and when you need it.
What would it look like to start something new?
New money, new biz, a roll in hay?

The Moon is in Capricorn heading for Pluto and Mars,
you have to be your own parent, and in the case of Sagittarius, your own livestock, or pet horse!
No running free, no unedited blurting, whining, or fretting, at least not out loud.

All that may happen, and you can certainly forgive them, or yourself. The urgency that comes through over the weekend is the paradigm buster sort, it’s no good without the self control to make use of it. Don’t piss on someone and tell them it’s raining, not even if you are selling umbrellas!

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When Jupiter is ruled by Libra, and Venus is in Sagittarius, mutual reception supports the notion of justice, of fair play,
with Mars in Cap, & Merc in Scorpio the one who loses their temper loses the fight. *Sensitivity/reactionary words could tip your hand to show your weakness, and that’s not what you want to show right now.
Find a work-around. Chin up, easy stride walking the balance beam, look in the direction you want to go.

With Cap. Moon and the Sun/Merc in Scorpio your emotional landscape is private, and the security you need to maintain is best protected by a by a passionate involvement with your own cause, a commitment to the overall health of the organism, and a closed mouth smile, as you, or someone you have delegated pulls strings elsewhere, and/or listens intently. Information is on offer and a resolution may be at hand.

Love YOU!!!!

XoX

* of course sensitivity doesn’t mean weakness! But the more you defend yourself from imagined threats, the more you weaken your position. Work from a place of strength!

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November 1, 2016

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dwindling light?

~ I wrote this book for the ghosts, who, because they’re outside of time, are the only ones with time.

After the last rereading (just now), I realize that time isn’t the only thing that matters, time isn’t the only source of terror. Pleasure can be terrifying too, and so can courage.
– Roberto Bolaño ~

Sagittarius Moon today.

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Are we running out of time to make our dreams come true?
The spirit of November is one who hopes against the odds, (by November 9th Mars will be in rebel Aquarius.) and makes his own luck with his acceptance of accident, haphazard, his generosity the dream that does not admit defeat, his last words “I’m not dying.”

We try now to peel the edge of the surface and look beneath.
A can of worms?
A simple step?
or a stone lifted, to reveal nothing, not even a lonesome millipede.

Any of that is possible.

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The Venus/Saturn conjunction slowed our luck, or perhaps lost it altogether, a judgment was made regarding stability
and lack, of funds, of capacity. Let’s feel for the cavity within the tooth.

Better for you if there were none, if there are none, and if you win now, it’s deliberate, victory sober as a Sunday service. If you lost, it’s a measure, material not spiritual, though there may be ethics involved.

As for temptation…. our metaphoric ‘Saturday night’ arrives much latter in the month when Neptune on the South Node awakens. It’s slippery, it will hold you back with false necessity and creeping tendrils…. you can look, but don’t touch it!

More to come….

Love YOU!!!

XoX

p.s.

Books in the trees

Giant kites for the dead

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